Ahhh, May is here. I can’t believe we’re already into the fifth month of the year. These last few months have just zoomed by. For many, May is the gateway to warm weather, beach trips, and outdoor adventures. People come alive after a long stretch of staying indoors.
But for me? I’m the opposite.
I tend to go inward during the warmer months and become more active and expressive in the cooler ones. It’s wild because I don’t love being cold—but there’s a different kind of energy that rises in me when the air turns crisp and quiet. It took me years to understand this pattern. At first, I chalked it up to not liking snakes (yes, I’m absolutely terrified of those creatures). But I knew there had to be more to it.
So, I sat with it. Again and again.
And what I came to realize is this: my body is speaking to me. Not through words, but through rhythm. In the warmer months, the world feels louder, faster, and more crowded. There’s less structure, more stimulation, and a pressure to be “on.” My body, on the other hand, is seeking safety, clarity, and space. It feels most alive when the external noise quiets down. My daughter returns to school, and the streets calm. I have room to think, feel, and create.
In cooler months, I feel safe—and when I feel safe, I feel creative.
That used to frustrate me. I would get all these downloads and visions during fall and winter. But, by the time I was ready to share them, most people were already turning inward. I used to try and force my cycle to match the world’s.
But not anymore.
This year, I’m embracing my seasonal rhythm. I’m letting my creative energy arise when it wants to. I’m building my business with my body, not against it. And May—this month of awakening for so many—is now the month I awaken into awareness.
This reflection led me to design something I’m incredibly proud of:
a new seasonal structure for me and my business. I am embracing my identity as a Shadow Priestess. I will post more on that later. I have created a signature program, Sacred Reclamation.
Introducing: Sacred Reclamation – Summer Immersion
A 4-week guided journey for BIPOC women beginning July 7, 2025
This mini-version of my signature program is for those who want to:
- Begin healing from sexual shame or trauma
- Explore sacred sexuality, kink, and tantra as medicine
- Reconnect with their bodies and pleasure on their own terms
- Cultivate a deeper, erotic relationship with themselves in a safe, trauma-informed space
The Summer Immersion honors our need for gentleness during high-sensory months. It offers structure, ritual, and reflection. Many of us are craving deeper internal nourishment during this time, not more performance or pressure.
Your timing is sacred. Your rhythm is valid. Your pleasure is your birthright.
With love always
Tahiyya Alnisaa’ xoxo
Join me for this warm, intimate experience as we turn inward—together.
Join the email list to gain early access to updates and registration for Sacred Reclamation: Summer Immersion.
P. S. Stay tuned throughout May for blog posts and social media content. Special resources are designed to guide you on a journey of Awakening. This is the theme of the month.


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